A boy determined to die. A girl determined to save his life.

After the death of his little brother, Grayson’s guilt spirals his life into chaos; it’s all his fault. He wants to rewind that night back. To erase the pain he’s caused.

So he’s decided; in twenty-four hours, he’ll kill himself.

Then mysterious and reckless Aubrey shows up with a proposition: A “literally insane” all-night adventure that will show him the beauty in the mundane.

Grayson doesn’t know why the foster girl with the piercings, crimson locks, and fishnet leggings is helping, especially when he finds out Aubrey harbors dark secrets of her own. Yet as they spend his last night learning to let go of pain, Grayson may have a new choice to make.

But can he ever really be happy again?

Told in a heartfelt and poignant style interspersed with quirky humor, The Night I Spent with Aubrey Fisher is a coming of age romance about two people who need to get lost in order to find each other.

Trigger Warning:

This book contains and implies scenes/themes related to abandonment, anxiety, body dysmorphia, brief mention of pedophilia and child pornography, bullying, child death, depression, drug use, mentions of grooming, misogyny, neglect, self-harm, sexual assault, suicide and suicidal ideation, survival’s guilt, underage drinking, and violence—all involving teens. Please practice self-care before, during, and after reading.

If you or anyone you know is suffering with thoughts of suicide or self-harm, please seek a professional as soon as possible. Or call or text 988, the Suicide and Crisis Lifeline.

If you or anyone you know has survived any act of sexual violence, please visit https://www.rainn.org/. Or call the 24/7 hotline at 800-656-HOPE (4673).

You are not alone.

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